"barefoot"

I was in the theatre on yestersay. it was a german movie, so probably nobody knows. but anyways it was a movie with so much feelings, happiness and love.

actually the movie was about a girl, who was caged by her mother until her mother died (she was about 20 years old). she was so lost without someone, she was like a little baby didn't know anything from the world. that's why she came in a mental institution. but she wasn't happy and so she broke away and followed a man. firstly the man didn't want her but then they got along...
the important thing that she need wasn't a therapie, just someone that loves her and take care of her.

this movie shows me how important it is to have somebody that you can trust, that loves you and that there is for you whenever you need someone!!!

so if you ever want to see a real good german movie, look for "barfuss" or in english "barefoot". last notion of the movie that girl wasn't wearing shoes, because she doesn't want to caged her feet.... so I'm thinking of never wearing shoes and only being barefoot...

oky enough from the movie...check it out if you want http://www.barfuss-derfilm.com/

the movie reminds me again that you can be happy about little things. the important thing is that it's heartfelt.

"your happiness based on the decision to be happy!"

nomadlife!

oky so now I'm on nomadlife!!!

I'm beginning to love blogging:)

I'm wondering why I found this great form of communication so late...
because it's just awesome to write it down. doesn't matter if anybody is reading this. but you have a good feeling to tell the world something that is in your mind.

and the weirdest thing with this is even though I'm german and I'm better in writing german I can tell my thoughts and feelings better and easier in english. I don't know why, but that's the way it is...

so I think that this blog will be an only-english-blog.:)

oky have fun and enjoy the sun -in germany it is warm...not like snowing michigan:)

Li'er is going to India and what I'm gonna do...

I'm feeling a little bit lost back in Germany without AIESEC, without these great people that I've met in Michigan and without these experiences, which have changed me a lot!

Everybody is asking you: "hey how was your internship in the US?" and you just can say "great" and "I really wanted to stay". I mean seriously nobody here can really understand what and how I lived to see...
But I've never thought to have experiences like this, so how can my family or friends understand that??

Anyway, I've read the blog from Li'er. She is going to India and her thoughts about that trip are very interesting. When I read that I've began to remember my feelings and fears about my staying and working in the US before I came to the states.

Everything is moving forward and you don't have to miss the "connection"...

So I'm thinking of what I will do after that...

....to be continued

Let the world change you and you can change the world!

back in Germany after a truly amazing time in the US!!!

Internship from Nov. 04 till March 05

my first contact with AIESEC...
so many new and real american experience in my first week:
- first sushi, ähm ok...sorry Nick :)
- first driving a car in the US, ui crazy and fun...we were lost but hey Chachi it was fun :)
- first college houseparty, they are all going crazy about alcohol oh and american beer not really the best...but it was fun :)
- first real american football game and before tailgating, wow how crazy...thanks Alissa for taking me there!!!

oh I forgot working at Daimler Chrysler was great and I just enjoyed it! my supervisor was just so nice to me and he didn't make me feel like an intern.

but my best experince ever was spending my christmas vacation with some nice AIESECer in Chicago and WSC!!! Li'er, Nick and Ming (sisterlove) thanks for this truly amazing time.
...Nick thanks for taking care about my real american experiences :D
Tani thanks for the late night girls talks!!

After this week I began to love AIESEC and there work!
...and I spend mostly every weekend in Ann Arbor with AIESEC.

it takes to long to named all lovely AIESECer from Michigan...Stacey, Colleen, Aman -dieb :), Mike (thanks for the fantastic skiing trip), Sarah, Shirley, Becky (thanks for the amazing words on my farewell card), Thomson, Asier (always sankria without wodka), Arnaub, April, Mounir, Julia (best VP!!), Grace, Josh, Amber, Greg, ... hopefully I didn't forgot someone important :)
but really I mean all AIESEC MI!!!

and the best TM ever Sandhya!!!! I will never forget you honey :)

AIESEC Michigan is the best!!! Keep it up and I will blog my next step back in Germany!!!

Enjoy your life!

Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things that you didn't do than by the ones you did do.
So throw off the bowlines.
Sail away from the safe harbour.
Catch the trade winds in your sail.
Explore! Dream! Discover!